Khadidja

Khadidja is

all about that

BEES

cats are cute

dogs are mediocre

elkeurti

full of crap

good hair

hoe

is a hottie

just there

khadidja

(harding)lovepage

meh

not aluminati

oooooooooo

purple people eater

quail-tacular

rad

sooooooooo

trash

uranus

vertical stripes

wumbo

xylo

yolo

zimboular

Buttons

The end.

It’s the end of the world. It was red. Needed to be pushed. Nothing could stop you. I mean so many pushed yours so why not push theirs? It’s only fair right? I guess yours didn’t send off any missiles or anything but you got hot headed all the same. Not to mention the day you had was just awful, your shirt snagged on the stair railing and one fell off, and then the one you got from your kids sports pictures from when they were 7 somehow was thrown out. These just made a whole day somehow but yet they end up making some sort of difference.  I guess they are what they are, a button’s a button no matter its impact, good or bad.

Springer

Easter. The day that most people associate with new beginnings. New baby animals running about. Trees start to blossom all over. Flowers bloom and the birds sing. Easter day people go to church, make meals, and go on egg hunts. Bright colors all about, mostly just a relaxing fun filled day full of candy and surprises. The best of all is the bunnies. Bunnies are basically the face of Easter and some people are lucky enough to get a real bunny for a pet. One of the best things is to be surprised on Easter with a brand new pet. I am pretty sure the best day of my childhood was the Easter I got a bunny. Such small things can make a day for anyone really. Another thing which is just great about Easter is dying eggs. Who knows why coloring a egg in vinegar would be fun but it always is. These things are always great but honestly if I could just spend the day laying in the grass. On a nice Easter day its just fantastic to lay around in the nice cool green amazing grass. I really don't know what more I can say. We should all just sit back and relax and watch everything going on around us. You don't need to eat all that chocolate to make a great day. Spring is just a fantastic time of the year. All of those flowers with bright colors all around, nothing can be better. Its not too hot and its not too cold. It is plainly just perfect. So next time you go outside this spring I think you should go pick some flowers or maybe watch all the baby bunnies. Do anything to just relax and let nature make you happy.

People

                   I have to say working in the food industry, well, a restaurant, I have finally discover the most disgusting thing in the world. People. Not only are people physically disgusting but they even have disgusting personalities.
                   The amount of people that walk around and go out to have a nice dinner that just stink is ridiculous. No one should have to hold their breathe when they walk by you. Now I'm sure that there could be many reasons why you didn't shower today but at least do something in some effort to not smell awful.
                   Then the other part of the population is just rude. I understand that something you wanted didn't get to you, something got messed up, I'm sorry. I cant always fix everything for you, sometimes its even your fault completely. There was a woman once that complained that her BLT pizza was too spicy. Now if anyone were to know anything they would know a BLT is bacon, lettuce, and tomato, and often mayonnaise too. In no possible way could a BLT be spicy. It turns out the reason was that it had nacho sauce on it, turns out she didn't even order a BLT. She got nacho sauce, beef, and onions. IN WHAT WAY IS THAT A BLT. I understand maybe you were confused or something but then to have the nerve to say, "well our waiter he did seem a little retarded so its his fault." no. you do not say that about someone. ESPECIALLY someone who is just trying to get you your food and everything on time. ALSO the fact that this waiter is one of the smartest people I know and he isn't even from this country, hes from Malaysia. SO in turn you get nothing. If you decide to be that awful to a person just trying to make you happy why should you get something in return at all?
                Last and most importantly, trash, crap, all of your shit. Im sorry but you really dont need to grab everything you can and rip it up, or throw it on the ground, or smear it on the table. Its really not necessary.
               Im sorry that I need to complain, but when people dont realize how terrible they can be to those helping them it bothers me, also I have to deal with it.

Teddy and bill

              Lately I have over heard quite a few adults talking about either their kids or someone elses when it comes to beginning their life. I have heard so many things come from parents mouths about everything their children are doing wrong. Nothing about what the have achieved so far as they make their way into adulthood. They have talked about how they were telling their son that now that hes in college he cant be wearing tee-shirts and athletic shorts all the time now and that they actually need to be somewhat professional now because if they don't no one will take them seriously. Heres the thing though. Just because you are a parent what makes you think that you can tell your now adult kids what they should even wear. It might not be very professional but at the same time you cant be dressed to work 24/7. Or even better yet there is the "I told him he needs to shave because hes never going to get a woman with that on his face" ??????????????????? That makes no sense, why do you need to control your sons facial hair as well as his relationships based off of it.
               It doesn't matter how you look. The person that's right for the jobs is the PERSON not their body. It shouldn't be seen as super unprofessional to have tattoos or piercings. You could have that tattoo to remember someone that's no longer in your life because they left too soon. You cant say sorry you cant work here because your grandma died, so why is a tattoo different? Or maybe you just like your nose being pierced since it gives you confidence, is that such a crime? Also just because you have those things it tells nothing of who you really are, so no need to judge against.
                Even colored hair has kept being from being hired. None of these things are reasons to say you aren't professional or in other words you aren't "adult" enough, if there really is anyone who can actually define adult at least. To me an adult is someone who has a job, cooks meals, pays  bills, has responsibilities. At the same time though at 17 I have all of those things. So what is it really that doesn't qualify me for adulthood? Maybe its the teddy bear I sleep with who knows

Not really okk

      When it comes to homework its always a struggle. Teachers give you all sorts of things to do mostly to keep you busy. Most of us, well at least here, take at least 6 classes, and when each of those teachers gives you homework for the night it doesn't really turn out to well. A lot of them just say well its only an hour of work so its not too long at all. Well when all six of your teachers say that, that 6 hours of homework right there. You are basically expected to do all of that without being able to do anything else for the night. Some of us are in extracurricular activities as well, often practice doesn't get over until around 6, giving you even less time to do everything.
      I actually believe that made every school (high schools at least) should switch to more of a block schedule, kind of like college. If we had to only worry about 3 classes a day instead of 6 classes all in one day it would be so much easier. Honestly having just 3 classes would be so much better. We could all do any thing that we wanted to and still have time for homework because there wouldn't be 6 hours of it, and maybe, if you want that is, get to bed before like 3 am.
        It is really quite ridiculous when you think about it, that pretty much 75% of the work you have to do for school is just a bunch of busy work. Since it is all just busy work it just makes you want to do it less and less, Now for some people I am sure that all the work actually does help them learn but for others its just a waste of time. Im sorry that I dont need to be told that one little tid bit over and over but I don't. We shouldn't have to deal with 6 hours of homework, especially if 4 hours of it is just a bunch of crap you have one over a thousand times before.
         Not that me saying all of this will really do a whole lot but I feel like the make of homework needs to be looked at. Or just amount of classes in general. We need to redo the whole system and change how things are happening to actually not overwhelm students. Thats probably not going to happen though so this is really just a gnat on the web.

O.verly C.omplex D.ay Alphabetizing

        As most people know OCD is actually somewhat of a thing that people tend to use as excuses for anything. Oh you know I am so OCD because I brush my teeth like 3 times a day.
        Brushing your teeth could be a OCD thing because you HAVE to do it but otherwise you probably just do it because you want to. Some people have to do everything in threes.
        Connecting what you do to OCD if you really dont have it can really be an issue because for people who do have the disorder life is pretty hard.
        Difficulty turning the light off without turning it on again just to make sure you know everything is alright before you go to the dark is annoying.
        Everyone always questions you. Why do you always turn the light back on?? Well its because I HAVE to do it. I dont know why but its just what I have to do.
        Feeling like you are trapped in your little obsessions sometimes, just HAVING to do it all. Without it you really do feel like something is completely wrong.
        Going through your day trying to ignore all the repititions of things other cleanliness and organization is really nearly impossible.
        Having OCD is really just a lot different than you think. Sometimes everything has to do with numbers and if its not the right multiple or number its all wrong. Could you imagine?
        In a world where everything has to be a multiple of 3 or its not okay at all. Even washing your hands has to be that way.
        Just without grabbing 3 paper towels its all wrong and you sometimes panic about it all and just panic because its all wrong.
        Kicking yourself for doing something dumb, something completely out of the ordinary that isnt ever a part of you life.Which is really ridiculous.
        Letting it all go is sometimes impossible unless you have a very valid reason to forget all of your 'morals' and routines otherwise it all stays the same.
        Making the effort to stop your obsessions is really difficult and if someone is willing to do that for you, you must be pretty damn special.
        Nothing can really make you stop unless its someone you really truly care about because otherwise you NEED to do them.
        Officially ending something like that if really hard and just should really mean a lot to you if you are the one that the person with OCD is ending something for.
        Probably wondering what it looks like to see someone with OCD who really cares about another human being enough for that right?
        Question will be answered with this poem by a real person with OCD: Neil Hilborn - "OCD" (Rustbelt 2013) 
        Really its quite astounding to hear how much someone cares about another being to be able to overcome parts of their disorder.
        Sometimes it really is hard to believe the tendencies people have and can be able to stop after lifetimes of routine.
        Truthfully when it comes to OCD I really do believe that even though it is a disorder it shouldnt really be used against someone who has it.
        Under the light switches at a school it says DO NOT LICK. Strange, probably for a reason, like a tendency of someone with OCD perhaps.
        Very odd I know but things like that do happen and they wont stop because well, why should they care about what the rules say they NEED to do it.
        Without further ado, I would like to say, like those light switches, lock the door four times, make sure you take 49 steps to the basement. Do it
        Xylophones have to have a certain note played when you walk by JUST HIT THE NOTE, no one will care, just maybe think you are weird.
         You just do you and it will be great and if anyone ever tells you its weird dont worry about it, if it really matters and you care about them try to hold back its ok.
         Zucchinis must be 6.5 inches in length.